'Cause I'm stuck In limerence While you're sitting on the fence And potential fills my cup On the days you lift me up But dread comes crashing down On the days you're not around And I know that this fantasy Is way better than my reality But I'm a glass-half-full kind of gal So I'll be there next time you come around To give you another chance And quench my thirst for romance Prove to me the juice Is worth the squeeze Be the man I made you up to be This time stay all through t

Alone at a coffee shop Eyes on the floor cause you look so hot And I want you Yeah, I want you But what you said Isn't what you meant A friend Is just a friend What a load of bullshit Anything to stay relevant You fucking miss me Bite your lip and lift me When you wanna kiss me Ghost me when you feel like It Come back when It's convenient God I should've God I should've seen It Lie and say you meant It Your rules yeah you bent It Or bend me over I don't care now which one Thi

Something so special about rain In Arizona That makes you take on a whole new persona So beautiful you fall to pieces Sometimes, It's hard to believe It That dirt and heaven can coexist To feel so sad In the summer When the monsoons hit without any cover Little reminders you don't have a lover To share this Intimate scene with Dance In the rain and scream at the thunder Our young eyes still bright with wonder Wish I was with you to get lost In the summer On nights like this,

My phone Is drier than this desert I live In while I sit here, anxiously waiting for a text that'll never come. Every time I think I've found a twin flame, the sparks from It end up detonating In my face. I've been pleading with God to take my excitement away. To quiet the rush of another persons body and mind. To stop yearning for the weight of someone else entirely on top of me. Because the moment I let myself hope, the devil disguised as disappointment, Is waiting just aro

I'm lookin' up to the heavens Hopin' and beggin' For you to know what you're missin' Come crawlin' back to listen To me this time Craving somethin' brand new Where no one knows 'bout me and you So I tiptoe around, just trying to be gentle With my heart and my mental But I just need a new home One to call my own Where your ghosts don't haunt me Day and nightly I'm takin my time Cleanin' up all the pieces That broke when you were leavin' You walked out without a reason Now I'm

And what happens when all of your favorite memories are with someone who broke your heart? The memory didn’t change, but the people held inside it did. The perspective we have on each other is no longer the joy my favorite memories hold. But the happiness was real. The love was real. Even if it isn’t there anymore. I think of that memory fondly, with tenderness and care, like an old historian trying to preserve an ancient artifact. But preservation is not resurrection. Yet I

Thought this was It, thought you were mine When I'm with you my whole world shines I see the good looking back at me Got the whole world here, but you're all I see But I'm sick of trying to turn mirrors Into home See myself reflecting back at me Trying to catch my breath and plant my feet Without any consistency So yeah, I'll give you space You'll blame time and place And leave me hanging by a thread To overthink all the things we ever said I'm desperate for the love you lack

Can’t believe I found love running up an old dirt mound In this beat up part of town Just two lost souls trying to be found In each other But I’ll let you go Yeah, I’ll go and set you free I know you’ve got the whole wide world to see Let you find your way on back to me Maybe by then we’ll meet for another drink After you’ve had some years to really think Miss how we got close, so in sync When we’re together And maybe I misread all the signs Knew I wasn’t yours but you felt l

I tense with the immense pressure of constantly feeling like time is being wasted. Time, my precious time, withering away. Reading away on my couch, I stop to wonder, what exactly it is that I'm doing? And suddenly, I feel the crushing weight of the world on my shoulders. Why am I not being productive around the house? I'm sure there's chores to be done. I didn't exercise today - I'm being lazy. I should leave my house, try to meet some people. Critical thoughts rapid fire in

There can be two types of lovers out there - the cheaters and the cheated. The one longing for love, romanticizing more commitment from their partner, and the one running away from it, into the arms of another. They can often be seen as The Selfish and The Insecure. The one that is willing to get whatever they want, no matter the cost, neglecting their own morality. And the one that is willing to bend over backwards until their limbs break just to drink a droplet of their lov

It's the first day of the new year - 2026. I spent NYE at home alone on my couch with my dog, Archie. I've been feeling sick (shocker!) and Archie got his cyst removal surgery earlier that day. We are leaving that furuncle issue in 2025 baby! So I decided we could stay at home and rest and get better together. It rained all night and has rained all day so far today. 2025 was the year of the snake, the year of shedding. Maybe Arizona thought the rain would be it's way of shedd

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